Oh Oh well, school. 3 weeks in that darn school again. 2 core modules which suck big time. Again, retaking ccna which i hate the most and sna's lesson = sleeping therapy! Oh did i mention school timetable's suck big time too? I am, sometime tho, sort of regreting of joining Higher Nitec and could just bald my hair (army) but it just to late to regret now as like what one republic (did i get his name spelt correctly) sang - It Took Late to Apologize! Crappy lame shit.
On the brighter sides of school- Classmates, Brand new freshy! Haha. Compared back then, they are better tho i miss the 3 bastards which is fazli and hidayat and the other 3 which is imp, wan and zee! Lost contact with em except with wan and fazli and the rest just went blank blank. Back to d topic, - Presenting my new classmate :
* presenting the malay back then *
Nuff o
f school. Back to working life. Sianz ah. I'm tired, yes I'm, totally tired to juggle with school, work and ehem ehem bgr ehem ehem! There was once, there were big tiff between me and janna where it come to the point that i want to break up and put a big full stop of farisjanna unsuccessful love stories. (It was settle tho' after mutual agreement and sort of 1-1 talk with her, thanks god it settled right baby?! :)) Everything doesn't goes as plan like err seriously! I flunk and fail my test due to work and i skip school sometime no doubt overslept again due to work and i sleep in class due to lack of sleep again and again due to work.I try, yes I'm trying, to balance it but i keep failing. I have been focusing to work rather than school which like totally wrong. I'm stuck in the situation where both of it is important including my love life too. Anyone have any idea on this?
I cant quit work because i need the money to support my school life which last for 2 years and books. I cant quit school because i need the certificate. I just own a Nitec certification and a GCE N level cert only! It just not enuf to survive in S'pore with just that. Life is just sucky and i regret not studying back then. I cant spent time with her becauce she is special and nice and i love her and wanting to spend time with her every moment but time doesn't allow me. See, the dilemma i'm facing gf?.
I cant quit work because i need the money to support my school life which last for 2 years and books. I cant quit school because i need the certificate. I just own a Nitec certification and a GCE N level cert only! It just not enuf to survive in S'pore with just that. Life is just sucky and i regret not studying back then. I cant spent time with her becauce she is special and nice and i love her and wanting to spend time with her every moment but time doesn't allow me. See, the dilemma i'm facing gf?.
I need a long rest and spent time on my books and buck up but i cant! Simply i cant. How to get a GPA of 4 which this kind of time management? I don't want to repeat what i've did during my nitec days. I need to buck up but how? God ain't fair in a sense, LOL.
On the other side, rat attack is another issues. Haha. Those lil brat is really clever. They know how to choose the expensive stuff and hide it somewhere. Such a clever rat. I'll show you the picture that i took but i just plain lazy to bluetooth it to my laptop. Ahhh.
Pay day is around the corner and sister birthday is yesterday (21/05) and for the record, i fail to get her something this year as i'm freaking ehem ehem broke ehem ehem. Don't worry sis! I will get something for you at the end of the month.
Speaking of which, i'm getting old err like 7 days this 29th May! See my sister birthday fell on the 21 where i fell on the 29th. So, i'm close with my sister compared to my other siblings. We share stuff and secret. Being 19 soon, oh fug! I bet nothing special gonna happen. Its just removing the number 8 and replace it with 9. We just see. On the other point of it, it my pay day too! Yes arh! -.- '
Yess ah I'm done here. I bet this is the long post that i ever post before. Serious! Haha. Till the good
p/s:
Shit, my hp went dead all this while and i didn't notice it! Fucker phone! and I miss you my larling J!Labels: Confession
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