I would like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly...

Another unsuccessful, another rejection.
Another failure, another dissapointment.
Another problem goes, another comes in.

Why is the world so complicated? Sometime god ain't fair. We did (sometime tho') pray for them but in the end you didn't get what you want. Maybe he is testing us. Yes, testing mic 1,2,3..4..

Have you ever come across where you put in extra effort in doing something but in the end all your effort come to a waste. Take fore instance, you studied like hell in particular topic A but in the end, a tiny portion of topic A came out and fuck, topic B come out most. Worse you fail that topic. Bummer.

Again, i want to ask you yes YOU who reading this, have you ever, sometime have the feeling of failing in subject A and you, yes YOU, heck care like you never ever care before but, BUT you end up passing. Yes YOU, how would you feel? and why it turn out that way? why?

Why is it, people, i don't get this part, why, people ~~literally~~ proudly said that they are no longer a virgin, and saying out loud, its good and stuff. Are they ain't ashame of themself? Where is sense of respect and sense of dignity in yourself? or by saying that r u trying to catch the attention of everyone or what? Now YOU tell me why. Sometime, when i care i do REALLY care but if i ain't, ur just buzzing in my cute little ears. In short i don't give the fullest damn. Pom-Pommmm. Clear cut. This tiny paragraph doesn't goes neither to You, YOU, yOu, yOOU or even YOU! get it. Don't terase.

K next.

How would you handle or juggle with work, school, family and ~~relationship~~. Anyone of YOU could give me some advice? At first, i taught i can be like superman or even batman can handle them but i admit i'm a failure. Yes failure till i broke up with YOU! Tiny sort of regretting tho' but BUT buT let time tell. Ceh! back to the topic, yes i need help. Help. SOS. Tomato sauce! I wan't to be sucessful and handle them well but HOW?!

School is killing me each day. I swear cause you see this whole purthecticccc week i have lotz of test to sit. Shit you know. Exam is next week which fall on rahmadan! WOW! fasting. Kakaka. Endure. Macham faham! LOOooL. Not a even proper revision start. How cool shit is that. Work lor. Mcm knn. Must entertain customers and study at the same time. Shit you know. Some customer really like shitto. Yes shitto and if ever one of YOU read this, i'm refering to YOOU. One of the sucker's customers. && another big shot is coming to store.

But on d brighter side, after sooo loong, 7-11 staff discount card for me baby! Yes, been waiting for YOU. 10% bahbbbeee.. 10% off. The card itself got my own pathetic picture and name! Payday is coming tomorrow xia! Can't spent much must save up as been eying for YOU. Yes you. I want you soo much. YOU made my heart melt after seeing you and reading about you for the past few months. YOU, yes YOU, i want you now. Come to me now, i-Pod Touch!!!!! 8G..

&& on the brighter side again, i manage to do my pratical phase test xia! My mama gonna be proud of me xia!!! Except for the qNs, SUCK TO THE CORE!!!.. Chee bye. Qns so freaking chimp even my late grandma cant understand, serious xia.

Ok boys and girls. I'm going off now. Off to that pathetic job "--" again. Tmr another test, test and more test! I'll be back for more update, haha, wait long long lor!!

Lastly for YOU, we still can communicate and talk like normal. I aint alien or somewhat moster out there. I still can't forget YOU i admit but oh well, i wish YOU all the best oh rite c",

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