Life had taught me alot eversince HE left us, his 5 childrens and his wife. HE left us with a smile face on his wake bed. I could sense, HE left in peace with no regrets. HE work hard to raise his 5 childrens. HE work hard to get us each and every one of his childrens a proper educations and HE taught us what is right and what is wrong. HE is the head of family afterall. HE left us at the age of 55 on the 271008. HE raise me up and left me at the age of 19. HE is non other my own "PAPA" (FATHER). Allah love him more. I just have to take it that he had passed away. Al fa-tehah, Almahrum Haji Selamat Bin Samsu Ariffin. Semoga rohNYA dicucuri rahmat. Amin.
11 days had passed since he left us. Life STILL has to go on. It's a new life, new journey for us. I have to work hard in my studies in order to made him and my mum proud. Slowly, i'm begining to pray 5 times per day, insyallah. Reality check, I'm left with my mum. I must cherish her as she is the sole-bread-winner and the head of the family. MUM, I LOVE YOU like i do yesterday! Oh anyway, thanks for people for you condolences. A big thank you and JANNA never expect you to email me. Thank you and i will remember your widsom words.
School. Slowly, i am able to pick up what is going on in class and for a start, i passed my WNS. Alhamdulilah. That proof i am able to cope with a strong determination, insyallah, i can upgrade my GPA. Classmate. Yes, getting closer and closer each week. Able to click with them. We can work together as a team, yes the 8 of us!
Work. I just quit my 2 years job. It's not my choice, but it is my mum's decisions. No regret quiting. The manager is inhuman. She suck tho. Haha. She can go to hell and suck her husband toot. BUT i gonna miss my working partner which is Juraimi, Diana, Helmi and KALADEWI!!!!. This bunch of people really made my day but sometime they can irritate me. Haha. Guys, i'm sorry if i ever offended you guys in a way. Sorry guys, and quit if you have to. Just don't give the damn with the manager. She is just using you guys to cover her ass! I could smell starbuck is calling me..
Enough of the saddness. Oh the other side, after so long, drum roll please, i bought my iPOD TOUCH!!!. I'm so happy like duh. Total damaged = S$392.40 (included silicon and screen protector!) Its damn freaking good cause it is my last hard earn money working at 7-11. There is wi-fi and i could surf youTUBE on the bed, on the toilet, in short everywhere in my house! BUT now i'm effeing broke, teehheeeee :)
Last word from me. Treasure your loves one. Not tomorrow, not later but NOW. You will never know when they will leave you else you'll regret it one day!
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