Today, simply isn't my day. Things doesn't goes as was what i expected. Something isn't right with me, today. Nothing seems right, seriously. I screw-ed up today quiz, and i swear i didn't catch any shit and ended up copied from people surround me. Next lesson, we did some configurations and stuff. Yes, we manage to get it at first but again, we fail to do it.
Each day, it getting hard to cope with my module. What is freaking wrong with me? I used to taught, last semester i did badly for my module due to work, but it seem i'm wrong bout it. I guess, the problem lies in me.
Sigh. Why, it's hard to determine myself to strive and focus on my studies? Sigh. Next, i have the feeling that my application is not approve cause the SH just sign for the sake of signing. That's what the CA said. Just wait for the time goes by.
Today, the calander mark Tuesday, November 18 = 23 days my late father left me. I miss him badly. Its hurt to see my mum cried. I feel helpless as her son. I can't even console my own mum. I'm such a bad son. Seriously, I miss the day where dad scolded me, the day where he asked me to massage his leg and his body, miss the day where he wait for me at the living room to return from work tho' i reach home as late as 1 am. What ever it is, i bet he is watching us from heaven.
Now, i still own the CA tons of homework which i've yet to complete my assignments and my online tests. Dammmmmnnnnnn........... && i need a job badly...
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