Back then, i manage to earn myself a NITEC Cert after 2 years. The clique, eventually we seperated as each of us lead to a different directions - some serve the nation - some joined POLY - some just missing in action! Haa, that's normal! As for my case, i choose to defer from serving the naion and pursue my studies in Higher Nitec after my application failed to join Poly. Damnit! After thinking ahead and discussing with my late dad - eventually he disaggred but changed his mind and so;
April 08 - Higher Nitec in Networking Security at College East. Secured a place there tho' IT was my 1st choice. Mix along with new friends, classmate, lecturer and modules. Being the oldest surrounded with the 16-18 teens with the malay community. Haa.
I got to admit that i didn't put in my best for my exam. Lack of discipline and focus more in making big bucks, smoke weed and high! Eventually, gotten 1.000 for my gpa! Haa.. Now, i'm trying my best to work hard to pull out my mark!
Urm, rewind a few months back in March 08;
Where my sister gave birth to this cute brat, Muhammad Iman Bin Muhammad Shaiful. So that makes me a young uncles of 8. Tsk! After a long wait for his arrival, finally he pop up. Told ya, he is a cute brat with his vain killer smile! Damn him. Haa.
This year Hari Raya is the most unforgettable as it leaves us as a family a big impact! Simply because this is the last raya we could spent as a whole family. The raya month, we lost our father! Very own blood father! He passed away on the 27th October 08! I cant simple forgot what happen that tragic night - where i found him unconscious and motionless in the toilet. Where we left in the ambulance and came back with the van mayat on that particular day!
Reality check, i'm left with a MOM!. Its kinda weird of not having a dad around but now i'm getting hook with it. No one knows, how much i love my mom! Not
exaggerating but its the fact! I don't WISH history to repeat that fast. At least having her to see me getting married before you know what's gonna happen.
Urm next,
where i left 7/11, Singapore Expo! Seriously, i don't know wether i made the right decision right till today! I left the gerek collegues, manager and working environment! Well, not everything there is perfect as it state here BUT oh i don't know how to put em in words. Tho' it wasn't my decisions - MUM's I wish to work there back BUT now there is barrier in between me. Now i'm jobless. Ceh, sound damn pathetic here! Haa.. Skip but urm, should i convience my mum and change her mind to work there back? What if mum aggres but the people there, would they accept me? Hmm..
This particular month where i regret making foolish decisions. Where i broke our relationship with Janna's. Maybe this is karma. Where i loose you, i lost my dad! I'm sorry to hurt you and i've done! Now i know, how it felt to lost somebody you love! Being labeled as MR JERK OF THE MONTH! You already given me another chance, but i neglect em. My ego is killing me. You took the initiated to patch thing up but i ignore it! I've wasted the opportunity. Whatever it is - I'm Sorry (i bet it useless to say it now) and yes, karma is killing me bit by bits. Good luck with your studies and i miss your smile and yummy cookies!
Thee...
Nuff of the sadness - back on the month of NOV! Presenting my last hard earn pay working at 7/11 invested on iPOD TOUCH! Taddaa..
I'm such a iPOD GEEK and FREAK! Gosh! Now considering to sell my iPOD nano like i sold my PSP!. Damn, it such a waste to sell it! Nevermind, it was already sold!
So now is the month of DEC - where i got the chance to paint my room - BROWN! Haaa.. And mum bought for me a new study table! Thanks mum.
To sum it all up - 2008 was a learning experiences for me, where i got to accept reality! Its hard for me to accept it but, life has to go on. One thing for
sure, don't take things for granted and always save up to pamper yourself with a gadget! Haa, that's freaking lame!
And to end this up, here is my twenty O 9 resolutions / goals, urm perhaps?
&& ya that's all for now? What's your resolutions and your 2008 likes? Share it with me. Damnit, it took me 2 days to complete this! Hahaaa... Lastly
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